I packed my bags and I have left town for a few days. It feels great. Although my regular days are not planned out to a "t" (what does that even mean?) these days, I would like to consider myself on "Vacation". Vacation from boredom, vacation from sadness, vacation from not feeling good enough and vacation from myself. So far I am having a wonderful time on my "Vacation". Im seeing familiar faces and meeting new ones too. Yesterday I was feeling like I was visiting a life that I should be living. Today I feel different. I sat in at a chapel service that was in memory of MLK. The soulful music and words were just what I needed to hear. As a believer I have known this for many moons, but for some reason today It spoke to me more than ever before The preacher said that God has a plan for my life and God will use me how HE wants and HE will put me where I need to be when I need to be there. So with that said I know I am where I am not to feel bad about myself but to know that God does have a plan for my life and I may think that I am missing out because I am not doing what is "normal" But really I have never been normal and God doesn't want me to me normal he wants me to be. The "Next Chapter" of my life may not be starting the same as everyone else but thats not to say It wont start. So today I am happy to be me. And a song helped me remember that I am living my life for Jesus...nobody else... Jesus.
The song I called Sold Out by Hezekiak Walker. I cant help but smile when I hear and it makes me want to bust a move too so thats nice :)
I didn't choose this particular video for its images, just the words. Enjoy!
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